Archive for January, 2008

My list….

So, I’ve developed something that I think will help me keep track of myself and my life better. Not as far as food, but as far as what I do every day.

My problem is that I stay at home, and I take care of the baby and pretty much do nothing all day. I procrastinate a lot, especially when I get depressed. I tend to just forget everything, and if I don’t forget, I just stop caring all together.

So on my computer, I made a chart on excell that has the days of the week across the top, and everything I need to do, down the side. If I do it, I can check it off. If I do twice as much, I can check it twice, if I do it three times as much I can check it three times, Get the picture? But I have to do each thing at least once.

Here’s what I have to do.

  Sun Mon Tue Wed Thur Fri Sat
Exercise              
               
Kegels (3 sets of 5)              
Walk For 30 Mins              
Stretch For 10 Mins              
Pilates For 20 Mins              
100 Jumping Jacks              
50 Lunges              
50 Crunches              
1 Hour Cleaning              
Baby-cise for 10 mins              
10 Push Ups              
               
Health              
               
Drink 64oz Of Water              
Take Prenatal Vitamin              
Take Expecta              
               
Hygiene              
               
Brush Teeth              
Floss Teeth              
Rinse Teeth              
Wash Hair              
Shave              
Blow Dry Hair              
Lotion              
Wash Face Morning              
Wash Face Night              
               
Maddie              
               
Wash Maddie              
Lotion Maddie              
Read For 10 Mins              
Play For 15 Mins              
Sing For 15 Mins              
Cuddle For 30 Mins              
               
               
Notes:              
               
               
               
               
               

But yeah…That’s my plan…Hopefully it works. Today is day one.

So….I feel lousy.

I STILL weight 140….

I have a digital scale, and it’s 6lbs off (I figured that out by going to the doctor and the scale at the gym..and it’s depressing) but anyways, it sucks…Because I don’t want to be this size. I want to be skinny and pretty again! AGH! It sucks majorly. Oh well.

Starting midnight, I’m going to do better.

I’m going to put a calendar on my door to help me keep track.

Soo….Losing babyweight.

I’m nineteen. I just had my daughter on August 29th, 2007 and I’m trying to lose the baby weight! I used to be into modeling, but now…I’m not tone enough or skinny enough to do it anymore. It sucks…

I took photos in a bikini for the first time since I had her and I just about cried….I want to change that…i want to get tone, formed, and back into modeling, as dumb as it sounds.

Any support is appreciated.